1. |
Ashes and All
04:37
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come stand up front, i want you ashes and all
come stand up front, let me cast off your pall
'cause in these arms galaxies turn to foam
'cause in these arms all your sins turn to gold
'cause child, these arms, they don't let go
come dance with me, let me cradle your fear
come dance with me, my heart leaps like a deer
i've missed you, child, i wipe the tears from your face
i've missed you, child, i gift you every grace
i've missed you, child, missed your embrace
when the sun goes out, i'll give you a song
when there's a drought i am rain on your tongue
when bread runs out fresh honey will flow
i'll be the breath enfleshing your bones
i am a spring, you are more than you think
your hands reach out; come to my heart and drink
why do you weep? i have crowned you with love
why do you weep? every star is a sun
why do you weep? love will rise with the dawn
when the sun goes out, i'll give you a song
when there's a drought i am rain on your tongue
when bread runs out fresh honey will flow
i'll be the breath enfleshing your bones
come stand up front, i want you ashes and all
come stand up front, i have hallowed the heart
i'll stand with you, i'll pray with you, i'll weep for you, i'll die for you
when the day runs down i'll still love you then
where pain is found i am there to the end
when the dark falls down your fire i'll tend
it's then you will know that I AM
oh, that I AM and i will be what i will be
yes, child, I AM and i will be what i will be
ashes and all
i want you ashes and all
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2. |
Anchor
04:27
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it's cold here, i smell earth and the sea
i am starting to regret coming here
what was i thinking? help, the water's deep
catch me
oh, the sea is rough, my daughter
will you be my anchor in the storm?
will you hold me through the night?
will you carry all my fire home to port?
can i trust you with this light?
are you ready to be filled with all the stars?
will you help me bear this love?
i am ready to be born
it's dark here, i fear my fragility
trapped in flesh and blood and bone and mortality
born and now dying, how will i ever sleep?
hold me
oh, the world is cold, my mother
will you be my anchor in the storm?
will you feed my hungry mouth,
and will you go without to keep my body warm?
can i trust you with this life?
are you ready to be pierced unto the heart?
i will help you bear this love
i am ready now to grow
oh, the flesh is weak, my mourner
will you be my anchor in the storm?
will you weep before my end,
and will you bear my broken body to the stone?
can i trust you to let go?
are you ready to be shaken to the core?
you have helped me love this earth
and i am ready to come home
oh, the soul is free, my children
i will be your anchor in the storm
i have laughed and i have wept
and i have known your love and i have known your scorn
can you trust me to be there?
are you ready for the truth to bring you home?
every heart will know this love
are you ready to be born?
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3. |
Ezekiel's Bones
04:55
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and she goes, and she goes
and she goes falling down into the valley
and the bones are all a pearly white
and she spreads her flames across the landscape
and the bones are like stars in the night
and your voice was so sweet
i was scared my ears would bleed
but your singing put to sleep a thousand suns
and your breath on my cheek
and the melting of fear
and your whisper that erased a thousand years
and she goes, and she goes
'cause she said "raise your voice to this valley"
and the bones are all the saints asleep
and i know your breath will overtake me
and the bones are all the sinners' fears
and your breath, oh, so sweet
i thought it would split my cheek
but your whisper put to sleep a thousand fears
and i lie at your feet, in the melting of fear
and your arms that have undone a thousand tears
and she goes, and she goes
yes, i will prophesy
yes, i will prophesy
yes, i will prophesy
i am nothing without you
i am nothing without you
nothing without you
and she goes, and she goes
and these bones here asleep
will remember how to breathe
and the sun will remember how to rise
and this valley will know spring
and these mountains all will sing
and when all is dust again they will blow free
and she goes, and she goes
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4. |
Baptismal Anthem
02:56
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so let the rain come crashing down
and blossom rust flowers on your crown
so now just toss it to the ground
the ringing out, the sweetest sound
there is no gold beneath the deep
there's only sunset and the sleep
but know that death can only dream
of how it feels when you begin to see
so take her hand and spin her in, your bride to be
you will see that she is not to be feared
so fill your lungs and make the drop
and feel your ashes, like a rock
there's no escape, they'll pull you down
until the hand that reaches out
the hand that reaches, pulls you in
the hand that peels away dead skin
the hand that wrenches you awake
the hand that promises to make you breathe
so take her hand, begin the dance, her breath is sweet
you will see that she has been redeemed
and when you taste her here today
there is no need to be afraid
we are together and we say, "receive your light"
and when she takes you in the end
you can receive her as a friend
and every seed of love you've sown will shine so bright
let her take you in her arms, become a seed
let the love within your heart become a tree
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5. |
Still
05:19
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abraham, the ball's in your court
abraham, life is short
serial disappointment
takes you down to the pit
father, what do you want from me?
father, what could you want from me?
be still
be still
be still, oh, and know me
jacob, see what you have received
jacob, see every star
come with me and wrestle this dream
angels hold your fear
father, what things you've done for me
father, what do you ask of me?
be still
be still
be still, oh, and know me
oh, child, be still
child, be still
job, be still
ezekiel
jonah, be still,
isaiah, be still
moses, wait, don't run away
moses, wait, hear me out
you're afraid, but hear your heartbeat
i am there in the silence
father, i fear your voice in me
father, how could i even speak?
father, we danced beside the sea
but father, we are bent down by fear
father, how can we be
who you want us to be?
oh, hoy
adonai
oh, i love you, be still
i love you, be still
amos, be still
samuel, be still
isaac, be still
elijah, be still
sampson, be still
aaron, be still
david, be still
adam, be still
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6. |
Canticle
03:34
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twilight walk through autumn cloisters
shut the door, i can't be seen
lock the gates and snuff the lantern
only then will all be peace
the moon is new, it trickles on my feet
the stars, the blue, the lord my soul to keep
tap, tap, oh, tap the lattice
through the slats your voice a-tumbling
hands, fingers, work the latches
"come, my love, oh, come away
come, my love, to holy play"
midnight lips, i taste you breathing
in my window silver skin
draw me out, take off my armour
teach me how to let love in
the waxing moon is dripping, slipping through
the metal mask locked upon my face
unlock, unbind, unravel
call me out and let me go
spin all my tears to laughter
like lazarus, my time is now
i climbed right out the window
followed you into the night
white dress and curly brown hair
chase my love a thousand miles
gather stars to see her smile
spill my blood to give her life
in the twinkling firefly meadow
came to you upon my knees
wept to hold you, can't let go, you
drew me up upon my feet
you kissed me deep
your breath is sweet
sweet against my ear
i come to you so broken
and you always knit me up
so many tears unspoken
"no, my love you are enough
hush, my love, you are enough"
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7. |
Ko amar Adonai
03:46
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walking through the city streets, the people passing by
empty bellies, hungry hearts, reaching to the sky
what's the use of praying if the bread is locked away?
strolling through the dusty fields, counting every rib
priests and lawyers laugh and drink, and teach me to forgive
and sell my wife two turtledoves for every child that lives
huldah, light the candle, take my fingers like a child
it's time to play a game before the kings and risk their fire
kneeling in the market square, the people stop and stare
my toy soldiers march along a city wall laid bare
forty days and forty nights, the sun will fall from heaven
screaming by the palace walls, the guards kicked in my head
dogs will lick these bloody stones where jezebel fell dead
shaved my head and lost my voice, they go about their days
micah, hold my hand, i'll write god's name down in the dust
it's time to pull out all the stops, i can, i will, i must
jeremiah, give me strength, the well is dark and deep
it's all becoming clear they won't be waking from their sleep
oh help me, adonai
oh help me, adonai
oh help me, adonai
stay with me, adonai
lying on my broken side, the dark is dropping down
in the twilight heartbeat i'm waiting for the sound
the awful, awful sound, the chariots, the sound
the bleeding lunar howl, the axe is swinging down
huldah, light the candle, take my fingers like a child
it's time to play a game before the kings and risk their fire
micah, hold my hand, i'll write god's name down in the dust
it's time to pull out all the stops, i can, i will, i must
ezekiel, it's not the end, the river leads us home
tear it down and build it up again
thus says the lord
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8. |
Ararat
07:08
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ararat, my silent friend
as a child i thought your height would never end
used to hear your voice on the clearest night winds
ararat, you were so close your breath still warmed my lips
ararat, i walked your roads
i could see for miles from the height of your pinnacle
then one day you turned grey and the rain came crashing down
i strained to hear your voice but the storm just drowned it out
if i sewed up the sky would i stop this fear from drowning you out?
if i swam through the silence would i hear your voice?
now you're a thousand feet below
deep and dark and i'm too scared to follow
still hear your voice on nights when the ocean's like glass
but it's become alien to my ears, it's hard to sense that tenderness
under that deep blue
my mind is swollen
i don't trust these depths
send your tides to pull me in
take my breath away with your gentleness
ararat, the raven tried
the dove just trusted the wind to bear her high
i'm flying day and night all across this empty sea
and the sky is turning blue again
but your peaks are still beneath
where can i go to rest my weary wings?
where can i go to hear you sing?
if i sewed up the sky, would it stop this fear from drowning you out?
if i swam through the silence would i hear your voice?
ararat
i know your peaks will dry
old friend
i've left my boat behind
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9. |
Emmaus
05:09
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night starting to fall
shadows turn blue, grow tall
feet, sandals are dry
wish i could fly back home
follow this road to somewhere
shelter ahead, will they have bread?
my friend, don't pass me by
join me here, won't you
help me pass the time
with good conversation
it's dark, my friend, come in
pour me a glass of your wine
tonight i feel so alive
have you heard what they say?
it's a new day for those who are wanting
friend, tell me your story
where were you born? why are you traveling alone?
we'll walk this road to somewhere
i'll light the way
please won't you stay with me?
friend, don't pass me by
join me here, won't you
help me pass the time
with good conversation
it's dark, my friend, come in
pour me a glass of your wine
tonight i feel so alive
there's something about you i just can't explain
there's some glow about you, won't you tell me your name?
we'll walk this road together
there's shelter ahead, i'll bring you bread
my friend, don't pass me by
stay with me, won't you
help me pass the time
with good conversation
it's cold, my friend, come in
i'll pour a glass of your wine
why do i feel so alive?
my friend, don't pass me by
join me here, won't you
help me pass the time
with good conversation
it's dark, my friend, come in
pour me a glass of your wine
why do i feel so alive?
i've never felt so alive
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10. |
Jairus's Daughter
03:51
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little girl, how did it come to this?
little girl, open your eyes
they left you lying here between two worlds
a child not quite full grown
unfinished, cold, but not unloved
little girl, the teacher comes to set you free
little girl, the holy comes to raise you up
before you heard my voice i saw you playing with your dolls alone
and perfect in a shaft of sun
unfinished, just begun
the battles and the wars will all be yours, and after's, and before's
for now yours is to love and laugh at every shadow
i don't protect you from their hands
it's not my way to keep you silent and unchanged
un-aged, unbroken, unrefined
and oh, you will be tried
little girl, you will be tried
with words and glances, catcalls and commands
but strength to stand will come within your heart refined by fire to shine
little girl don't be afraid
little girl, god knows your name
little girl, talitha cum
little girl, talitha cum
and when they called me to your bed
it's not as bridegroom but as friend
not head of household, home corrector, or inspector of your hem
it's as the one who calls you out of silence to reclaim yourself
it's as the one who made you to become your own
little girl, talitha cum
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11. |
Bells
03:19
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bells are the lanterns that call my heart home
bells are the shelter away from the storm
bells are the promise that nothing can harm
bells are the essence of her
you are the silence that challenges me
sing me a lullaby, carry me to sea
on the horizon, the moon stands alone
turn my bones to bells
you are the fire in a valley of bones
i am the broken and wandering soul
we are together and you are my home
she is my compass and star
prophet, my heart is afire with your dream
sing me a cyclone, carry me to sea
on the horizon, the stars are reborn
turn my bones to bells
turn my bones to bells and sing through me
sing through me
you are the silence that challenges me
sing me a lullaby, carry me to sea
on the horizon, the moon stands alone
turn my bones to bells
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12. |
Firefly
04:49
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midnight, garden full of night
and the hiding of your eyes
moonlight, left behind all light
and i have never seen you cry
i'm sorry, this wasn't what i thought it would be
this terror, this silence chasing every angel from me
i'm sorry, how can we reweave this story to be
the love that we wanted, the glory, the love, the sweetness
moonlight and i'm fast asleep
fireflies are holding you
if i hid you in these flowers
would your face still burn so bright?
if i had, would they have found you here next to me
with tears dry on your face
haunted by the poison, the nails
i'm sorry, how can we reweave this story to be
the triumph we wanted, the glory and sweet release
i'm sorry
erase me
deface me
destroy me
i'm sorry
i'm sorry, this wasn't what i thought it would be
betrayal, this silence chasing all of heaven from me
i'm sorry, how can we reweave this story to be
the love that we wanted
the love that sets the world free
firefly, watch here every night
be the one to bear him light
firefly, here where my love lies
be the first to see him rise
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13. |
Te Lucis (Alt Vespers)
01:19
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behold the lightener of the stars
ascending crests of clouds and sky
celestial choral voices sing
throughout the cosmos they will ring
o christ thou refuge of our love
then why should we not join the song
with saints and angels hovering 'round
no sweeter hymn can e'er be found
o son of graceful mary bright
o spotless rose, sing lullaby
no greater joy to me can be
than in your arms to ever lie
amen
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14. |
Clarity Vancouver, British Columbia
Clarity is Vancouver's original punk Celtic harpist. Beginning as a traditional musician in teahouses and churches, Clarity returned from a year in Norwich, UK having broken new ground with the rock band Crosshair, branching out to heavy metal, punk, Goth, and their own introspective, spiritual compositions. ... more
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